I decided long ago
that this wasn’t
the real world
of actual existence
the one where people
talk sleep dream
converse with a thousand
other people
just by their presence
or when transplanted
from one place
to another
they awake to find
themselves not
in the same space
they found themselves
before. That
place is what I call
actual existence
that feeling you get
having tasted
something familiar
similar to your tongue
or having awoken
you decide better
to fall asleep
with the air
in your arms
with the thousands of places
identifiable
by their lack of eyelids
by the light straining
through so you know
it’s morning
so you know you’re not
missing anything
if you stay there
another ten minutes
or so.