Soon enough
the month will end
it could not end
soon enough
Except for the fact
that nothing ever changes
the world would be
unrecognizable you can tell
by the way the leaves
are appearing now on the branches
and the river streams by
as if there were no such thing
as a straight line
there must be a way to reach
the small island with grass
in the middle of the river
whether by rock or branch
someone must have stepped
before upon the shore unshored
though uninhabited obviously
once it was attached to land
then somehow split apart
and now it waits patiently
for reunion or relief
the way the light reflects
upon and off the water
and passes the little island by
still searching for its home
the leaves the light
the water the island
will never find
its own way back
Holding tightly
to the image
things are symbols
of themselves
and rightly so
when the metaphor
is concretized
such that you cannot
breathe so much
as a whisper
without regarding
it as sin
we all fall short
of the glory of God
simultaneously
we create
that which on earth
is not in heaven
because heaven
turns out to be
not just beyond
the clouds
but rather
in the heart
of the words
which can never
be heard exactly
the same way
or even twice
always and only
broken and blessed
in their brokenness
wholly.
It is not
an exaggeration
to say that
every creed
yet devised
is inadequate
to experience
and still
we cling
to old words
in languages
no one speaks
to make the dark
mirror shine
in the darkness
like it was
already bathed
in blood
or bread
we already
digested.
Walking
down the block
it begins to rain
existence
is unbearable
in its fullness
each step
is another death
each step
is another birth
The chords of early spring sound
resemble chords of early autumn
the trees struggle to burst their branches
while people turn the collars up on their porches
against the cold nothing to do
but wait for the outside to breathe in again
as the screen door swings off its hinges
letting in through the gash the bugs who never left
somehow they found a way to endure
as the milky way continues its imperceptible spin
above our heads
We keep finding
new and better ways
of having nothing to do
All the fire escapes
landed with
a thud
I tried to be disjointed
and ironic
but the converses didn’t fit
The sidewalk goes
sideways
and is all the better for it
They tore the building down
in the open air
and we breathed in the dust
This road is closed for repair
the detour
is also closed
If there was an answer
to existence
then we would find it
Instead there is no existence
no answer
so no finding out
Don’t panic
these are only
fragments
The longest rain of
the season starts small but grows
into big puddles
Soon the rain is not
rain any more it’s only
really big puddles
for what was
in the beginning
what deteriorates
as it progresses
into thick memory
thinning out
as the universe
expands and contracts
in one sweeping motion
indiscernible
to the apparent eye
will the darkness
prevail over evil
when the stone
is rolled away
will the emptiness
uncause itself
leaving the world
just as it is
and nothing more
nothing more