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  • Poetry Daily Double Cento

    Today there’s supposed to be a break 
    This riverbend must have always been lovely. 
    When you set out to find your Northwest Passage 
    Burglars enter an apartment and ransack drawers; 
    Consider how smart 
    As dawn breaks he enters
    Woolgathering afternoon:
    We were knee-deep in packing paper when the cherub’s head fell off.
    Saying the words My father died 
    It must be easier if one believes 
    The rich men, they know about suffering 
    My anonymous hour opens with a prayer 
    A shore of washed stones 
    That a cardinal’s bright dart alights upon the branch 
    I drove in snow to Clinton. 
    What we don’t know we don’t know, 
    You and I, when we sleep, we’re like whales 
    Buster Keaton’s every move strikes 
    With a wing cocked towards a lit lamp, 
                 he doesn’t let the herd eat the forsythia but 
    After agony had left his body to find another, 
    Never the bark and abalone mask 
    He limps into the barn 
    A real one wouldn’t need one, 
    Sometime soon after the embers cooled, 
    Mr. Poe sits in Mrs. Shelton’s parlor, freshly 
    We’ve come back to the site of   her
    You’ve made your bed they said 
    Late November afternoon. 
    He struggles into his borrowed human skin, 
    After I failed calculus, my father, 
    There are men awed 
    We can talk to one another on telephones 
    Nefertiti means “The Beautiful One Has Come”
    Fear passes from man to man 
    When the person with the loupe was assigned 
    Up the cutbank of a creek named after stone, 
    I want to be the transport ship 
    whose rolling eye is as loving as a mother’s. 
    Kissinger in black-tie shuffles to the town car 
    They came for land. For hog-high wheat to Dixon, Weeping 
    In one field, husks, muscadine vines & a sugarcane graveyard furrow acres aching for the devil to beat his wife. 
    At Memory Hill to spread lilies on daddy’s grave, 
    Meandering Neandertals 
    He walks into a thin morning 
    The hummingbird hovers over bougainvillea, darting in and out 
    A new “department.” A gray hive 
    They will be gone by now, the blind lottery sellers of Athens, swept from the streets in time for the Olympics.
    These rooms of wood, of tongue-and-groove, open out 
    So the free may remain free 
    At the age of ten you will be allowed 
    This week the letter from my mother 
    A woman writes to ask 
    there are still the bad dreams I have to say 
    What is mysterious about loss, 
    When, as our line of divers squeezed 
    A measurement of time 
    It used to be that I was the prize 
    “Yuck,” you heave in front of that sick boy
    What walls and gables, wonders still of workmanship. 
    On the radio a choir was singing 
    “Peace,” says the soprano, 
    The glory that has been evenly split 
    On the front step my Grandpop strained to hear 
    January saying summer, the news
    Hide every distant thing, 
    The tiny wren perched on your hand 
    I spent a long time falling 
    I’d cut the prologue, where God agrees 
    It was clear she had carefully considered 
    On the lightning-struck pin oak, 
    Strung with whistle bones, frail reeds fledged, a bird 
    At Uncle Li’s 
    We sit by the window 
    Tentative, greedy, by night they came, 
    They stand scattered and not 
    In woods and lakes, car boots, freezers, huts, 
    I keep a little Lear in my back 
    Lost in the woods with an air rifle, 
    Having seared the sky, the sun—a brazier—
    I remember, before the snow started, 
    I awoke as from a dream. And I rose 
    I was merely on 
    They’ll chew you up 
    The boys are hungry 
    Open your bedroom window in the heart of winter.
    U’s mate, O with a new root, 
    Two bourbons past the funeral,
    The clock in the heart of town 
    My own personal map of America on the back of the airplane seat
    This is the time of day we hear them coming back,
    That silly retriever. 
    Just wait a while and the water will run clear, 
    I found a picture of you 
    Here not waterfalls: scrubby plats of gorse and heather
    I wake up in the dark with my head knocking 
    a beautiful hours, very well 
    A fingerprint on air 
    You loved your daily bout 
    The whole village walks the hard pack 
    Spring and the come-back glow 
    When I lifted my hand to brush it away, 
    I had been continuing to do the same thing 
    All day I have been thinking about the tide—
    The little boy who snuggles next to me 
    No blue beckons so much as chlorine blue, 
    Whether it speaks 
    A pentecost of bloom: all the furred tongues 
    Yes, whales. The first time that I heard them breathing, 
    Your hand on my jaw 
    Let’s turn back into the blaze without shovels, let’s ask the fox 
    I’m in the upper field again 
    plump mother-lode of pleasure 
    Jerk that bitch, urges my guide, 
    The Christmas tree comes down 
    Cool air arrives, sounding in high parts of the huge silvery plane tree 
    the simple way the beach has 
    Tonight I can’t remember why 
    Continued soggy in the personal today
    Body be dream 
    Take two flights of stairs. 
    As nomads camp where others camped before, 
    Deborah wasn’t a Jew, and then 
    In blunder of dusk I negotiate rush hour 
    Why now do I care to look— 
    All May, and everywhere
    Now you’re a buddy mucking 
    I sit in the garden listening 
    My love is like a deep and placid lake... 
    Like the Soviets, my body had a plan 
    A young woman is walking with her boyfriend, and it’s deep
    You are a wretch and a leech and a dirty 
    Dad who thinks life is a paper bag 
    “To be with a koan,”
    Persistence has lent this tall white pine 
    Don’t try this at home. On second thought, come in, 
    A strong, pale wind on the thighs, 
    I saw him as I drove by— 
    October 11, 1963: 
    Today, when I woke up, I asked myself 
    Alone I sailed. 
    What led you down, first mother, from the good 
    If it’s the title of a movie, you expect 
    The vultures of this landscape came to call 
    A horrific scene: helpless in his passion 
    Art can make war look wrong, but most of the time
    knock on wood 
         Piney woods 
    Rain against the roof sounds like a slow tire 
    We were born in the light 
    People are compelled to be together good and bad. 
    We will go to God
    It didn’t behave 
    I needed fox    Badly I needed 
    No sky                a gray backdrop merely and absence 
    It’s the sort of painting I could never stand— 
    Effortlessness, I learn again, 
    Assume, dear vagabond, you are permitted 
    Driving the mountain with the windows down 
    In a nest no bigger than the breast pocket 
    I’m this tiny, this statuesque, and everywhere 
    The bed is fissured with shadow. 
    The mourning dove’s call woke me 
    The vast sadness of my family 
    Here’s a plain pile of sand. 
    From flowering gnarled trees 
    Thank goodness we were able to wipe the Neanderthals out, beastly things, 
    What he said was vast, given his limits. 
    Scuba divers will sometimes drown
    We dressed for church. I had a white hat
    Abstain from staring too long at the sky.
    A bird’s building I don’t know what
    We passed the baby over the bed, and later we passed tissue,
    hey music and 
    Now this big westerly’s 
    I’ve learned nothing. It was with me 
    We’ve all been in towns
    It wasn’t the river coming into me 
    When Sulis rose from the open ground 
    for over an hour we watched 
    April 8th out my upstairs window. 
    It was her first time coming home from college.
    Dickey’s death feels all over me. 
    You know those people who are uncomfortable 
    Unreal precision of the houses at first light 
    A tall slender man sits at a rolltop desk 
    Honey I am one gorgeous permanent wave
                     Not pushing a rock— 
    It keeps on happening again and it will
    It used to be simple: 
    Deep in the heart of every child, every mother, every spectator, 
    Oh fire—you burn me! Ed is singing 
    It’s stringy     out here
    Under Eads Bridge over the Mississippi at Saint Louis 
    In the portrait of Jefferson that hangs 
    If memory has a center, let it be here. 
    The cat purrs us awake, pawing the pillow, 
    Dear Mei Ling: We don’t know how you became a self-righteous, left-wing vegan 
    I saw a vast ocean on which sailed the fleets of every navy that had ever been. The ocean was still too vast for them. The fleets were specks of color on a canvas that was light and movement. Years and months fell like snowflakes. 
    

    April 21, 2013
    Poetry

  • Next Time

    This time will be different
    This time won't be the same
    This time will be something
    This time won't be wrong
    
    This time will be understood
    This time won't be scary
    This time will be appreciated
    This time won't be truthful
    
    This time will be misguided
    This time won't be granted
    This time will be right
    This time won't be spoken
    
    This time will be bedtime
    This time won't be excused
    This time will be exceptional
    This time won't be accepted
    
    This time will be will be
    This time won't be won't be
    This time will be time will tell
    This time won't be hell
    April 20, 2013
    Poetry

  • Frame Works

    I have no conceptual understanding
    That might explain current events
    
    Under a general heading 
    To be delineated in seminar rooms
    
    That might be passed along
    In lieu of adequate genetic material
    
    To willing young minds eager
    For an alternative darker timeline
    
    Than the one previously given
    Either way the idea is to perpetuate
    
    The generations as required by natural law 
    Which is another theory I don’t have
    
    At least not one I’m willing to own up to 
    April 20, 2013
    Poetry

  • Shelter-In-Place

    Spring comes out of
    The mere imperative
    Of blind nostalgia
    For the future
    
    I spent the day
    In self imposed
    Lock down unpacking
    Books from the attic
    
    Onto dusty shelves
    Just pushing the dust
    To the back only to be
    Seen again if I move
    
    But I have no plans
    Of doing that
    Unless it is required
    By external events
    
    They say someone held
    A wedding in the park
    Yesterday in Boston
    Anyway so life went on
    
    Even though the streets
    Were so deserted
    If you tried you could hear
    The flowers bloom
    
    But there was no one there to try

    April 20, 2013
    Poetry

  • No More

    Most important events occur offscreen
    Or offstage
    
    Even though a trail of blood may lead you
    To a landed boat
    
    You won’t see the perpetrator as he is
    Carried off
    
    In an ambulance to be interrogated
    Out of sight
    
    Or the thought shapes or histories that led him
    To deliver
    
    A package that disturbed the crowd in such
    A heinous way
    
    Wreaking loss and mayhem and twenty four hour
    Coverage
    
    Even as the press converges in clear light after those digital
    Distorted strobes
    
    We will not ever know no never will we know what brought us
    To this place
    
    Of permanent unease even in a moment of triumph
    There remains
    
    These missing limbs this breath interrupted this construction
    Paper message:
    
    No more hurting people.
    Peace.

    April 19, 2013
    Poetry

  • It Happened Today

    Past is preferable
    Only because fewer things
    Have happened there
    
    Turned on the TV
    Such terrible déjà vu
    It’s happened again
    
    Sick to my stomach
    Reports just keep arriving
    And they keep changing
    
    There’s nothing to say
    After all of this running
    Only to give blood
    
    The blood keeps speaking
    No matter what may happen
    We run to the site
    
    Keep looking for them
    Don’t let us out of your sight
    This is happening
    April 15, 2013

  • On the Eve of Mum-Mum’s 101st Birthday

    The current prevailing theory
    Is that my Mum-Mum has reached the age of 101
    Thanks in no small measure
    To the great aerobic exercises her grandkids put her through
    
    For instance
    The time Mum-Mum was walking my brothers home from school
    And they convinced her to take what my Dad rather inaccurately called a shortcut
    (Only in the sense that he could avoid a few traffic lights in his car)
    Walking uphill three miles on an unpaved road in the heat
    That took the better part of an afternoon
    Nearly cursing (but not quite) as they arrived back home at Justy Cottage to take a breath 
    
    On the day I was born
    Mum-Mum looked after her grandkids and the Vietnamese foster children
    After running out of packed food within the first hour of my Mom’s long August labor 
    That took the better part of the afternoon
    And she walked the length of the hospital cafeteria
    Looking for something to feed five children with something like three dollars
    Eventually splitting a hamburger into bites
    While it was so chilly that August 
    Mum-Mum was covered in hospital sheets by the time I was born
    And shivered the champagne right out of her glass to toast my birth
    
    Then when I was just two or three
    Mum-Mum took me on the trolley into Chestnut Hill
    And I took one glance at the deceivingly thin and tiny wheels holding up the trolley on the cobblestone tracks 
    And I lost all confidence in the capacity of the trolley to convey us back to her apartment
    So we walked all the way from Chestnut Hill to Germantown
    Which took the better part of the afternoon
    And that was the last time I ever took the trolley
    
    Now as her grandkids have grown up and her great-grandkids are outgrowing their toys
    Mum-Mum has certainly earned a quiet afternoon in her apartment 
    With intermittent visits from those who could make the trip 
    While the rest of us gather in the restaurant where she should be the honor
    To toast in her stead another year of mostly surprisingly good health
    For the better part of the afternoon
    April 13, 2013

  • Haircut

    I got a haircut today
    There was so much gray
    
    I found my first gray hair
    When I was a sophomore
    
    In the chair next to me
    She plucked it out to see
    
    She also drew a horse
    On the spine of my book that we used for that course
    
    That was fifteen years ago
    Holy shit that was fifteen years ago

    April 12, 2013

  • Late Haiku

    Too tired to write
    It’s been like this for years now
    At least I’m writing
    
    Far too hot today
    Not prepared for walking through
    Air like molasses
    
    Trees starting to bud
    Like they are late for something
    Trying to catch up
    
    Lightning strikes again
    Crackle on the radio
    Voices carry on
    April 11, 2013

  • Arbitrarily

    I try to keep thinking
    Someday there will be time
    To live inside my memory
    As if for the first
    
    I know I still have that tape
    I recorded songs off the radio
    Maybe just this song will do
    "Veronica" by Elvis Costello
    
    Or something by Tin Machine
    David Bowie's hard rock experiment
    Nobody really remembers anymore
    I feel like I'm in that room
    
    Because I am is what I'm saying
    And still there's no time
    Just one thought after another
    Ad infinitude like this
    
    You see it takes a lot of effort
    Just like a bump on the head
    A kiss will make it better
    As long as it finds the right place

    April 10, 2013

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