JunePoWriMo 2

Last night I had no dreams to remember 
I only woke up a few hours too soon 
with the anxiety of fifteen months 
weighing down on my chest a sudden shock 
accumulated irretrievable 
time a physical fact preventing sleep 
as it has so much over these long nights 
numbers that once spoken could not be saved 
seasons still perpetually delayed  
hanging in the darkness heavy ether 
moments lost now repeating their losses 
ouroboros suffers from hunger pangs 
I returned to sleep that would not suffice 
to dissipate undefined sacrifice